venting...

Seriously getting more and more irritable by the moment! I love babies and can't wait to have my newest here. I hate being pregnant. Its not the most wonderful feeling in the world. It is an amazing experience, however, isn't it supposedly the curse of Eve for disobeying God? Well I feel like its a curse that won't end! I am so lucky this time to have an end date. Thank goodness for this blog as each word I write I feel my body relax........
ahhhhhh.........
but not enough.
I really hate this and cant wait until I am back to my old self. Seriously only 4 1/2 more days you'd think I could handle it?! I am so impatient though. I think I will be a miserable wreck up until 6am when we check in for surgery.

attention...

I have never really been an attention seeker. I sometimes get very excited and could care less who sees me and whatever I am doing, but never really been one to thrive on attention of others. I am actually fairly shy... until you get to know me!
Pregnant women, especially VERY pregnant women get LOTS of attention! I am so excited to have this baby so the stares and questions will soon be directed at my new baby! I am still working in this last week before delivery and I dread getting up from my desk to go anywhere! Because you never know who is lurking around the corner just to POP out and say hello!
I do love getting to know women in my large office that I just would never get to know otherwise, however...... I really hate the amount of attention directed at me and my big belly! I simply dread it.
For example:
We have a common lunch room at our office and I feel like when I walk in a hundred sets of eyes are on me and my belly..... not something I am looking forward to each day! So I anxiously await for my baby to be born, so he can get all the extra love and attention, and I can go back to being me.

14 Days and Counting!

I have eaten all my lunch as of 10:30am this morning. I feel like my stomach is an endless pit...... 14 more days to go until we meet our sweet babe. I am so nervous something will go wrong now. I  think all mothers go through this. You love your unborn baby so much and almost take for granted you expect to have a healthy baby just like the one you have at home. I want to see him and make sure he is real! I can't wait to meet him! So anxious and nervous at the same time. Thank goodness for Wade doing all kinds of things for me around the house and my mom who cooks us dinner almost nightly during the week. I am so grateful for all my support. I had thought yesterday would have been such a wonderful day to have my baby born, but Easter has come and passed. It was a wonderful day though. Great service at church and wonderful brunch at my parents. LONG nap last night and slept in this morning a little. Maybe my body is resting up for the baby. I hope so!