So on Monday I was a complete wreck. Today is Thursday and though I am still incredibly busy every day and cannot relax I have calmed down a bit about having a baby 6 weeks early. Not having as many contractions and actually going on the tour of the hospital helps. Also knowing we will be at a very very good hospital if anything were to go wrong with the baby or if its born early, I know he will be in good hands. I still ache anytime I get up to walk or do really anything, but so it goes.....
Thanks for the encouragement. I have wonderful family and friends. I would like to note for my friends with first babies, maybe doing that pregnancy journal you read about online or in all those pregnancy books. It would be so nice to know how I was doing at this point last time. I have some vague recollections, but recalling back, I remember it was soooooo much easier and less painful. I am sure its also to do with getting a lot less sleep this time and chasing after a toddler that isn't making it any easier. However, I do encourage doing the journal..... I really wished I had now.
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